A Gloomy Delusion

Without warning, I woke up as Seo Seung-Won, a character from a BL novel my younger sister had given me. The aftermath is brutal: relentless nosebleeds, coughing fits that bring up blood, and unimaginable pain. I discover that staying calm lessens the torment, so I desperately try to empty my mind and hold myself together. But as my original memories slip away day by day, despair closes in. Still, I refuse to lose hope. To escape this nightmare and return to reality, I focus on reaching the novel’s ending. Tae Seong-Jae—the one I believe will take me home—becomes the key to my plan. Following the story’s flow, I resolve to become his lover, face abandonment, and eventually fake my own death. Only then, I believe, can I achieve my goal of going home.