Zai Bu Si Wo Jiu Tongzhi Mojiele

He was humanity’s ultimate weapon, the lone bulwark standing against the unrelenting tide of demons. But even the mightiest can be broken. Struck down on a brutal battlefield, the champion of mankind met his end—yet rather than eternal silence, he was bestowed a twisted gift: the power to be reborn. When he opened his eyes to his next existence, however, he found himself clad in claws and shadow, a creature of the very race he had spent his life annihilating. Desperate to reclaim his human soul, the warrior uncovered one harrowing condition—only death could sever his demonic chains and restore his former self. Thus began a grim, obsessive cycle: a relentless succession of self-inflicted ends, each one a calculated gamble to break the curse. With every fall, he braces for the familiar ache of human lungs, the warmth of mortal blood. Yet the cruel mechanism he clings to refuses to behave as intended. His suicide-ridden path, meant to be his salvation, spirals into an unyielding nightmare. Each passing does not inch him closer to humanity but instead ushers him further into a confounding abyss, where the boundaries between his past valor and current monstrosity dissolve in ways he never foresaw. What was supposed to be a simple exchange becomes a descent into the unforeseen, forcing him to question whether his enemy is the demon outside—or the one he is slowly becoming within.