Ore, Netoraretain desu!!!

Ashitaba Kimikage is a young man burdened by an unusual and overwhelming psychological quirk. Over time, he has developed such a deeply ingrained fetish for being cuckolded that it has fundamentally altered his capacity for arousal. He finds himself entirely unable to experience excitement unless the scenario involves him being betrayed in this specific manner. No matter the woman, the nature of the romance, or the circumstances surrounding him, his mind inevitably drifts back to a single, intrusive thought: what if he were cuckolded? This relentless fixation has taken a severe toll on his personal life. Convinced that his unconventional desires make normal relationships impossible, Ashitaba has completely abandoned any active pursuit of romance. He isolates himself emotionally, accepting that his peculiar needs render genuine connection out of reach. The weight of his own fantasies acts as an insurmountable barrier between him and the rest of the world. Yet, beneath his resigned exterior, a quiet vulnerability remains. Despite having surrendered to the reality of his fetish, Ashitaba still harbors a profound, unspoken yearning deep within his heart. More than anything else, he simply wishes to experience the warmth of falling in love, leaving him caught in a painful conflict between his inescapable desires and his most fundamental human need.