Lotus Eater

Rihito has long lived by a strict personal rule: he would never allow himself to fall in love with a heterosexual or bisexual man. As someone who understands the complications of mismatched orientations, he built firm emotional boundaries to protect his heart. However, his carefully maintained resolve is thrown into disarray when Kanda Kouji, the manager of the shop where Rihito works, unexpectedly confesses his feelings. Despite his lifelong promise, Rihito finds himself momentarily vulnerable, allowing Kanda to hold him in a fleeting moment of weakness. Determined to maintain his boundaries, Rihito—affectionately known as Ri-chan—makes it abundantly clear to his manager that a genuine relationship between them is an impossibility. He believes that logic and honesty will be enough to deter any further romantic pursuit. Yet, Kanda proves to be far more persistent than anticipated. Refusing to accept defeat, the shop manager continues his steady, unwavering advances, slowly chipping away at Rihito’s defenses. Caught between his deeply ingrained principles and the overwhelming warmth of Kanda’s relentless affection, Rihito faces a profound internal conflict. As the lines between resistance and desire begin to blur, he must ultimately decide whether to stand firm by his original vow or finally surrender to an unexpected love.