Since I Could Die Tomorrow

Sawako Honna is a dedicated forty-two-year-old single woman who has built her career at a film promotion company through years of relentless effort. Her sense of stability is abruptly shattered one night when she experiences sudden heart palpitations and an overwhelming chill, forcing her to confront the terrifying possibility of early menopause or a serious health crisis. This physical alarm serves as a stark reminder that she can no longer rely on the boundless energy of her twenties or the carefree attitude of her thirties, marking a difficult transition into a decade defined by unpredictable bodily changes and new vulnerabilities. The narrative explores the complex intersection of aging, career, and personal uncertainty that defines life in one's forties. Sawako must navigate a labyrinth of challenges including persistent fatigue, shifting workplace dynamics, financial anxieties, and the daunting task of restructuring her future plans amidst physical decline. Each day brings fresh obstacles that test her resilience, transforming routine existence into a series of questions about survival and purpose. Ultimately, the story captures the profound anxiety of facing an uncertain tomorrow, articulating the silent struggles of a generation grappling with the reality that their bodies and lives are no longer guaranteed.