Don't Build My Hopes Up

The first rule of harboring a secret crush is to never let your expectations rise, particularly when the object of your affection happens to be the kindest person you have ever encountered. For Gyu-Yeong, this rule is tested daily by Yeon-U, whose thoughtfulness, gentleness, and warmth embody everything he could ever desire in a partner. Yet, this perfection comes with a quiet torment: Yeon-U treats absolutely everyone with the same unwavering compassion. His kindness is not reserved for Gyu-Yeong alone, making it impossible to mistake general warmth for romantic interest. Gyu-Yeong understands his place clearly. He knows he holds no special significance in Yeon-U’s eyes compared to anyone else. Despite this rational awareness, a persistent voice within his heart constantly tempts him to misinterpret every gentle gesture. In fleeting moments of vulnerability, he allows himself to wonder if Yeon-U’s actions carry a deeper meaning meant only for him. He longs to believe that perhaps he truly is an exception, fighting the urge to surrender to optimism. Even knowing the likely outcome, Gyu-Yeong finds himself desperately wishing, just this once, for permission to build his hopes up.