Wasuretai Itoshii Hito

Despite the brutal violation she endured at his hands, a young woman finds herself trapped in an agonizing emotional paradox. The man who forcefully took her body and shattered her sense of safety should be the object of her deepest hatred and fear. Yet, to her own despair, her heart refuses to let him go. Instead of finding peace in distance or resentment, she is tormented by an undeniable, lingering yearning for the very person who wronged her so deeply. This painful contradiction forms the core of her internal struggle, blurring the lines between trauma and forbidden desire. She is caught in a relentless battle against her own feelings, desperately wishing to erase the man from her memory while simultaneously craving his presence. Every attempt to move forward is undermined by the intense, unwanted affection that still burns within her chest. Unable to reconcile the cruelty of his actions with the overwhelming pull of her emotions, she must navigate a devastating psychological conflict where the one she needs to forget remains the one she cannot stop loving.